stop and stare

i haven't touched this since april. wow wee. celebrated anqi's 19th birthday a few hours ago. i'm proud of myself, didn't drink, didn't club. just had a buffet and went home. hoho. reading back on past posts got me thinking, how i didn't understand any ns talk between my seniors till now serving the country. at least i learn stuff from there.

i've made so many new friends this year, i'm gonna be 19. so many things have changed. i can only hope it changes for the better everytime. press on joel.

It's been a while since I've blogged(lj-ed) in this case.
Just to dust this place up a little bit.

I've been through BMT already. Way awesome.
Anyway, the time spent was not easy but fulfilling.
I met awesome people, people who inspire me, people who knows how to have fun. The right way that is.

Things has changed. I have changed. I feel a little more responsible, a tad more disciplined and perhaps even feel more of a family man now. But thats just my personal opinion. Enlisting probably is a good thing, it does shape me to be a better person.

Saxohornets are the same as ever, crazy and loud. Meeting up with them and chatting with them over dinner was great. Quality time is really appreciated. I feel so lost nowadays, like I've been cut off from the world a little. Anyway being able to see them made me really happy and I'm glad I'm gonna see them again on monday!

Sometimes I wonder whether it's my problem but I biasedly conclude that it's because I stick to my core principles and I'm not ashamed of it.

You and I together, it just feels so right..
*jabbers in korean*

ok, I'm still in my kpop phase, but it's all good.

So my JC life has finally ended, hurray to that cause it's the most enjoyable yet gruelling period of my life. I just watched the TVB AWARDS. Charmaine Sheh should have won an award, but Tavia was good anyway :)

I'm gonna stop rambling and post pictures of prom and post prom(post prom was the best seriously, besides the drunkards and vomits)


My best friend twin! He who styled my hair. Thanks CHEE, you're my prom king! Saranghae!!


Belinda Teo! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH french horn mate:) Next time you gotta dance with me at the clubs!


MISS KWOI(self admitted hannahbot) I hope you don't mind this picture. SARANGHAE you too.
Thanks for the awesome 2 years in SAJC. Thanks for Kpopping with me, crying with me in shows(whether korean, japanese, taiwan or american) and being you(when you're not drunk) <3


Delia! The first time you danced at the club was my first time too! Even though we only got close to each other real late during the year, I had lots of fun talking to you nonetheless. Next time when you're hungry at night, call me, we can go hunt for food together. I wished we got closer earlier, but as long as we got close right! p.s don't tiao hai.


Imma I only have 1 thing to say to you! HOPE I CAN SEE YOU AMERICA!




the four girls! thanks for being in 08s26. Sinyee, tell your mum that the dress she made for you is nice k! Zenda for being my fellow PDUP mate. Mar, loving your hair. Sweeney, don't breka your arm again!


Andrea! I will remember your fish loving chicken hating ways. Xunqi, hyunjoong will bring you on your 2nd honeymoon soon. eunice, i never see you club wildly yet! Andrina, stay with colin forever!!


Haresh! thanks for being so funny, and being my supernatural friend!

Ok, I'm tired uploading the pictures! you can see the rest on facebook.

Anyway, I'm scared I get addicted to clubbing cause monday was so much fun, gosh!
I'm almost done packing my bags!


Joel

is dreaming that i'll go bald twice a sign that i'm stressed?!

kpopzzzz, i need to see dbsk in concert. that would happen after seeing kelly clarkson of course. somehow the dbsk plan seems more tangible though.

joel

KPOP AND JAP DRAMAS :)
taiwan trip soon!





my title is freaking longer than what i posted, but whatever!




Joel
sorrysorrysorrysorry...

My ipod has failed me.
After 4 years of service, the battery of my ipod decided "oh, i'm tired"
thus it went from a productive worker of 8 hours to just 3 hours each time I fully charge.
Using economic theory, productivity of the battery drops and the cost increase.
Hence, I can conclude that the unit cost per production which is listening to music is getting more expensive. tsktsk, so i spent 70 dollars to ensure that I get better consumer satisfaction. HOHO. DAMN YOU ELECTROLYSIS, you're suppose to be rechargable!

To my horror, on tuesday, the right side of my earphone didn't work. I was fuming on the inside of course, it's a 50 dollar earpiece. After further investigation, it found out it wasn't my earpiece but actually my ipod which caused the right side of my kelly music to probably vanish to another plane of the world. After fixing, it's fine. I assume. I found it on my table, but haven't tried it.

If it's spoilt, I'm gonna throw a BF (bitch fit) and buy an itouch. I mean you're not perfectly substitutable, but you still can be substituted. So you better work on me!

I registered for SATs, and I'm flunking their english practice questions. Other than that, I'm so not stressed to do well cause I really wanna go to USA in pursuit of furthering my education, widening my narrow horizons and staring at blondes, or brunettes.

I NEED THE A's for my A's.

In a cheeyang fashion. OK, bye.
I'm really tired, but I can't bring myself to sleep without doing anything :(


Joel

BT2 has passed real quickly, school has started proper.
Temperature taking in the morning is a hassle, but it helps us miss assembly which is awesome.
Anyway, I have watched Harry Potter 6 and Transformers 2 both I might was fabulous, and went for my medical check up.

It's been a very tiring week, trying to finish my work, which is more or less done, but I haven't started revising and prelims is in 5 weeks which isn't a lot of time. After going for the university fair, I realised that prelim results are rather important which means I gotta put in more effort. MUCH MORE EFFORT.

Studies aside, I wanna learn how to play the guitar!

exams has really sucked.
time management was horrid, question analysis was so well done.
I have chemistry and geography tomorrow. JOY!

At least Kelly Clarkson is gonna be on So you think you can dance.

next thing i'll totally do is paint my toenails black right?
if i had magical powers, i totally blow you into pieces.
and probably my tongue too. cause the next thing you'll see is my tongue down someone else's throat.

Joel.

I take hours to complete little cause I keep getting distracted.

facebook, twitter, youtube, movies, so you think you can dance and now harper's island(bless the writers for being so genius).

FOCUS JOEL, FOCUS JOEL.

Everyone is talking about Michael Jackson. I got a sms early in the morning to tell me about it. I haven't really heard his songs before, but I'm sure they're great.

When will kelly clarkson's next mtv be out?

I NEED TRANSFORMERS 2!!

screw bt2.

We tried so hard. We put in so much effort.
All you could say was that you thought we would get a silver.
We should be thankful with a gold.

We know we weren't the best. You probably hated our batch the most.
But can't you give us a little recognition for our efforts?
You could omit the whole silver part. I'll be much better.

I wasn't too disappointed not to play for presentation night because it was a logical decision.
Studies, time limit.
But I was disappointed when you said you thought we would get a silver.
Was that the best you ever thought of us?
Was our best, only worth a silver to you?

You may not know, but your opinion matters more than the judges.
And to know that you thought we scraped a gold.
It just makes me feel like my efforts went down the drain.

I'm emotionally drained. perhaps it's time to put on braces.


joel